Why do i have to do so many things?
Being the Academic Board student rep in
LASALLE
Being the Volunteer in
LASALLE
Being the children church teacher
serving saturday service from 8am to 8pm
visitation on very friday for some time...
Being a full time student as designer
with so much things to fulfill like so much drawings
we got to show so much work......

My Cellgroup Leader ask me to just design a card
for member who is entering into army...
Is it so hard?
obviously its not hard...
just that i am not good in designing cards
why is it so hard for me to say?
Why is it you got to have such a high expectation on me?
Maybe its just me....
and ME
AND MEEE....

Who can help me?
Teach me?

Who want to be my best friend?
I'm sick of being disappointed by people around me....
God I know you are always my best friend..
But i need physical best friends...
I have so many friends...
even my contact in handphone reaches 400+
but a true best friend is none...

WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
sigh~~

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