Fasted on monday
Today..

Reason why i fast
because of her
because of children day
because i want to humble down myself...
Thats my cry God...
Hope You can see it
Awaiting for her bday dinner now..
Trust in You Jesus
I BELIEVE!!

3:19 PM

Today I suddenly
felt so lonely...
Was doing saturation alone for awhile today
I really felt so lonely...
i messaged Ellen 4 times today
but none came back...
Haix...

: [

Am I really so unworthy to be loved?
or
I am a loser in relationship?

God i give it up to You..
Will You help me?
I know You will...
Please God...

I cant live without her...


Praise the Lord
as i was typing this
she replied...

Thank You Jesus

10:40 PM

Well...
Its fun working at Ed Hardy
today :)
At first not much customers
but I was not discourage
but still waiting...
Persistent is good :)
And end up,
there was afew customers who
buy things for me :)
so good...
hahahaha

10:36 PM

Pictures

9:59 PM

Well I got into SKIN
trial run
yayaya...

Well God i pray it will be smooth
and
easy way for me to manage my allowances
and also lesser my family money problem
God
You will pour out Your blessings upon
ME
and I believe it.
God
You are always good
You will hear prayers
and
I BELIEVE IN YOU

9:35 AM

Well today,

Had my pet emotion assessing.
And i got myself a D grade
:(
Well for me
I felt it hard because
I am using 2 materials on my work
which is wood and hot glue.
And the process of doing it is
kinda hard
because i need to struggle on
sanding the wood plus
the hot glue i need it to be clear
and nice feeling.
BUT
when it come to final spraying of my
product,
its kinda hard due to
I need to cover my hot glue part...
therefore it end up the final process
or the look was not that well done
or not to my expectation
:(
Well
Elly was an idea of
one of my friend name
Ellen =x
hahaha so nvm



Please comments :)

9:35 AM

YEA YEA
Testimonial AGAIN!!

Thank God for my parent
I think my dad brought
a diamond ring for me
hahahaha
thats what my mommy said :)
When i see the price tag!!
I WAS SHOCKED
SO SHOCKED!!
$2976
OMG
Its so expensive.
Den i ask her, why did you
buy such a expensive one for me?
She reply saying its
$600 only
due to the shop is closing soon
and the ring are selling quite cheap
and my parent happen to know them
Praise the Lord
:)

9:35 AM

Today i so happy la
hahaha
reason why,
i took the step of courage
to
walk towards Ellen's side
just to accompany her and help her.
And also went lunch with her
and her classmates.
Guide her how to present her work
prayed for her even...

Guess what?
God is really good
hahaha
Reason why,
because her lecturers are kinda mean
and den when its her turn,
her lecturers kinda had favour on her,
and her presentation seems quite smooth
hahaha.

i am happy because i feel closer to her now

God I believe :)

8:15 PM

Today my first offical day
@
Kids@play

hahahaha...
Its really tough playing with
SO MANY CHILDREN...
you can nv imagine
so many children playing the playground
at 1 time.
And
ITS SO DANGEROUS!!
~Sweat~

Hopefully everything will
go smoothly from now on.

Next time i will bring a camera
along to take photos of the kids
hahahaha....
so cool and fun
BUT
yet not tat fun
for those working there =x
hahaha

God is good

10:09 PM

I want to
THANK GOD
hahaha...
Thank God
for a cool 'job'
which is working at
Kids@play
which is before service
and after service.
This will help me alot with the
upcoming building fund.

2nd testimonial
I want to
THANK GOD
again hahahaha
for a upcoming job
@
SKIN
ho ho ho
so cool to work in SKIN haha
and
I delicate some of my pay
for the building fund :)

I BELIEVING GOD
FOR EVERYTHING NOW!!

9:42 PM

Well yesterday was so happy
because ELLEN went cellgroup with me
hahahaha
she was so scared of attending cellgroup
at first
BUT when she went in the house,
people start talking to her
and
she no longer felt the fear lol

Most important is
she enjoy herself in cellgroup hahaha
i pray that she will stay in the cellgroup
hahaha
hmmm.....
sent her home and yet
she wanna send me to bus stop =.=
so funny...
How i wish time pause there for awhile more
=x

Working on my project
to create a so call pet
and soon i will upload photo of my pet
in here.

Just a brief of my pet
Its a female
Name Elly
Cheerful
Encouraging.

This is all i want
hahahaha

I am glad i am back to
NORMAL
hahaha
Eph 6:10-14
Put on the armor of God
and protect yourself
from all kind of thoughts
or even other temptation.

8:49 AM

Why do i have to do so many things?
Being the Academic Board student rep in
LASALLE
Being the Volunteer in
LASALLE
Being the children church teacher
serving saturday service from 8am to 8pm
visitation on very friday for some time...
Being a full time student as designer
with so much things to fulfill like so much drawings
we got to show so much work......

My Cellgroup Leader ask me to just design a card
for member who is entering into army...
Is it so hard?
obviously its not hard...
just that i am not good in designing cards
why is it so hard for me to say?
Why is it you got to have such a high expectation on me?
Maybe its just me....
and ME
AND MEEE....

Who can help me?
Teach me?

Who want to be my best friend?
I'm sick of being disappointed by people around me....
God I know you are always my best friend..
But i need physical best friends...
I have so many friends...
even my contact in handphone reaches 400+
but a true best friend is none...

WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
sigh~~

4:22 PM

Ytd went to ECP
with my cellgroup members....
First time blading here....
It took me so much courage to really stand..
and den took me another big courage to blade...
OMG
i really did blade for quite a long distance..
its so incredible

3:59 PM

Oh God...
I am lost in few areas...
but i want to lift it them all up to You.
Because I know You are God
God who answer prayers.
I want to lift up my love life to You
I pray You will show me the right person in my life
I don't wish to be like King David who lust for almost every girl
God I just want the faith of King David to remain in me
Lord You know how much I love You.

God
I think i should get my life back
to You...
With the Real Fast Prayer
but actually its not fast at all.
It means
Reading the Word daily
Fasting
Prayer daily

God...
Don't leave me...
I am nothing without You
You took me out of the deepest sea
Even took me out of the mountain high
Gave my soul a song to sing
giving me a life in a different way of view
God I LOVE YOU...

Come and help me asap...

11:46 PM

Well ytd,
as i was going to riverwalk for bs,
there was a heavy rain when i came out from
city hall mrt.
Thank God i saw Tingting...
so she is glad to share the umbrella with me ;)
Hahaha
well i sheltered her mostly while
i got myself half body wet
even when we 2 are quite close together.
Well it doesnt matter as long as we can still make it for BS :)
Thank God for her..
GOD IS GOOD ^^

11:36 PM