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Monday, June 22, 2009
Broken hearted....
Things hasnt been good for me... ever since after the camp, someone kinda express her love towards me its also my fault, for asking her out... and suddenly i fell in love with her.. Yet she dun behave like the age she is.. there was isn't any age gap at all, She was so patience, nice and gentle... It all started on the 11th of June i was working and was super tired so i suddenly decided to msg her den talk and talk den ask wanna go eat dinner and she came to bugis and meet me. Things was still fine, as nothing was going on yet. Friday after S.O.S went dinner with her, and was so late till no more train back so took cab back... things started to change... Went to meet her 7.30 at expo on sunday thats celebrity weekend... den she went with me to kids@play... So after svc she waited for me... we went pop eye to eat... I remembered, Clara's member accidently spilled his drink on the floor, and all got to her leg she went to toilet to clean it up. after eating she went back to her home chalet... We met again on monday... as in went out tgt on monday... from 2pm to 8pm.. watched 'Drag me to hell' she was so scared.. hiding herself and grabbing me den at the end she say she not scare =.= Things changed when I change my facebook status to In relationship.. In one way is to siam ppl, but in return i got many qns and both of us r/s got shaken... Cause things spread super fast after that. and its too late to save it... Tuesday we went out again this time wrong we watched 'Night of the museum 2' but this time wrong, we saw alot people we know... and its her cg member too.. Things went up and down after that... Wednesday den thursday she came to find me for just an hour ...... i felt loved.. Then things happen again ....... God, I had been praying whether is she the one... You kinda gave me some peace.... And now things is like that again.... God I really need You... Help me to save her... mould her... change her... If its Your will for her to be with me Lord I will wait upon Your orders. Teach me how Praise You and Worship You In the Your glory name AMEN! David
12:16 PM
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