Things haven't been emotionally right...

It may be one after another....

but...

I going to just let it go.

Well......

I dun want to think anymore....

NO MORE..................

11:03 PM

Today, i told her i gave up......

Not going to pursue after her again...

To be honest, i don't want to...

I just want to be faithful in EVERYTHING...

God I know I think too highly of myself...

I cant be faithful in all things...

But at least i am faithful with You...

Cause without You... I AM NOTHING!

God I just going to give her to You...

I pray 2 years later...

Things will change...

She will still in church...

Start all over again...

In this relationship,

I did nth, she kissed me...

I was hers...

Even asked her "Are you going to treasure me forever?"

She replied "Yes I'll"

God, i pray she will keep her promise...

As i had always kept...

You said whatever we do to others...

it shall come back to us...

Now, I just gonna gave it up to You.

God, this the cry of my heart,

That i know, I had an angel just beside me always...

collecting my tears, helping me, protecting me...

Who in the world is better than You God?

Who love me way before I was born.

God, I just love You and want You more...

My spirit yearn for You!

come and save Your son...

OH GOD......

1 John 4:18

Love cast out all fears...

Truly Father, Your love cast out all my fears...

I grow more of You and less of me.

I love You till the ends of my days

In my beloved Father's name.

AMEN

amen..

2:06 AM

Things hasnt been good for me...

ever since after the camp,

someone kinda express her love towards me

its also my fault, for asking her out...

and suddenly i fell in love with her..

Yet she dun behave like the age she is..

there was isn't any age gap at all,

She was so patience, nice and gentle...

It all started on the 11th of June

i was working and was super tired

so i suddenly decided to msg her

den talk and talk den ask wanna go eat dinner

and she came to bugis and meet me.

Things was still fine,

as nothing was going on yet.

Friday after S.O.S

went dinner with her,

and was so late till no more train back

so took cab back...

things started to change...

Went to meet her 7.30 at expo on sunday

thats celebrity weekend...

den she went with me to kids@play...

So after svc she waited for me...

we went pop eye to eat...

I remembered, Clara's member accidently spilled

his drink on the floor, and all got to her leg

she went to toilet to clean it up.

after eating she went back to her home chalet...

We met again on monday...

as in went out tgt on monday...

from 2pm to 8pm..

watched 'Drag me to hell'

she was so scared..

hiding herself and grabbing me

den at the end she say she not scare =.=

Things changed when I change my facebook status to

In relationship..

In one way is to siam ppl,

but in return i got many qns

and both of us

r/s got shaken...

Cause things spread super fast after that.

and its too late to save it...

Tuesday we went out again

this time wrong we watched

'Night of the museum 2'

but this time wrong,

we saw alot people

we know...

and its her cg member too..

Things went up and down 

after that...

Wednesday

den thursday she came

to find me for just an hour

......

i felt loved..

Then things happen again

.......

God, I had been praying whether

is she the one...

You kinda gave me some peace....

And now things is like that again....

God I really need You...

Help me to save her...

mould her...

change her...

If its Your will for her to be with me

Lord I will wait upon Your orders.

Teach me how

Praise You and Worship You

In the Your glory name

AMEN!

12:16 PM

Haaa...
been such a long time since i last blog
so lets have a quick summary
for my Jan :)
things i remember was CNY!!
hahaha....
cause alot ang pow
like $200+??
haix...
and its all spent =x
on food, materials
and clothes..
hahaha

10:27 AM

Its been a while i last blogged :)
First up
Blessing from Sun Ho...
Its a shoe from SKIN

Second up
Shirt from gift exchange
Brand CK
from Eugene Seow

Third up
Ipod Shuffer 1 Gb
From Mr Glam

I think all this is the best blessings i got
:)

12:26 PM

Please dun be mistaken, she is my
friend only...
She got bf already...

1:22 PM

Ytd i wore batman suit,
hahaha
for Children Church
Saturday Expo...

It was fun, but
there are some kids that is afraid
of batman -.-
DUNO WHY
hahaha
Maybe their parent tell them
that batman is a bad guy :(

Dyan was in the room too...
But he can't see my face :(
so sad...
haix..

Worse case,
Huiling saw me from far...
SHE LAUGHED =.=
haha so bad
=x
just kidding
....

Best Case was
Pastor Eileen say i look good in it..
I was the center of attraction ytd...
will upload the pic soon..
Stay Tune...

Oh ya..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

10:10 PM